How is it possible?

You haven't even met her yet, you barely known her for a week.
Yet you have this odd feeling, that she's perfect for you, that you wanna protect her at all costs.
I have never tried this before in my life, and I think this will be the first and last time I'll feel like this.

Just by looking at her picture, or think about her voice.. Those 2 things can easily save my day anytime, and is really cheering me up. It's hard to explain really, as I never believed in all that with falling in love after a day. In fact I found that quite impossible, or at least things would die out after a month or two. Which is, of course, my biggest fear about this.

Then again, I guess fear is a part of it, especially since all the douchebags I've been with in the past.
I remember when she just wanted a photo edited, imagine if I actually took real contact. I kinda regret I didn't, so much could have happened.

I like her, I really like her alot.
But I don't know if I'm in love yet, I simply can't tell before I've met her.
Time will tell, but one things for sure..

She's perfect, wonderful and fully out fantastic!

What the...

Right, so I was playing some Battlefield as I didn't have anything else to do. All of sudden, without any reason what so ever, some random dude turns on his microphone.. A server with 32 people from different countries, nationalities and religions had to hear the same thing - A random guy masturbating.
Don't think I've exited a game that fast.

Exciting news eh?! No? Ok.
Well I don't have anything to write about because I'm not playing much right now. So cya!

Back to a bit of blogging

Yo readers!
Not a WoW blog, not a gaming blog (By the way I deleted all the old blogs, so screw you).
This one is actually.. Kinda personal.
But here we go - Enjoy!

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So 3 days ago, I started chatting with this girl, right?
Usually I wouldn't care much about it, seeing there are a lot of people who is close to be so.. Just like me. However, I've nevet met one that's almost like an exact copy of myself, someone with such a big heart and spirit.

A part of me tells me I should be careful on this one, as I know my body won't handle another beatdown from cheating and whatever. But another part tells me to just jump into it, what could possibly go wrong?

- Yea, what could go wrong? From my current point of view, nothing could go wrong.
Why be careful about it, when life is really all about taking your chances when you get them? No freaking way I'll pass this up.

I've never met a girl who could tolerate I would be gaming for hours and hours and hours, without being pissed or mad at me for doing so. That's probably the biggest freedom I ever felt.
Obviously I wanna be with her, right now. One can't do just yet, but I'm paitent. Actually for once, I'm patient.

2 days.. People would probably be like "Come on, that's impossible" - Well if that's so, tell me why I get a weird, but good, feeling in my stomach everytime she writes a message? Or better yet, when she called me on the phone. I've never been that nervous (And I am certainly not speaking much while being nervous).

I wonder how it will be in a week, in a month, in a year.

I have never in my life met a person who could care more about me, who's actually - Hold on, gonna say it - MATURE.
I like her, I adore her, she's so sweet and wonderful and beautiful.
I can't wait to be with you, Kamilla. <3

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